internal screaming

Goal 1) TAP 2

• My Goal: 500 WPD, 1500 WPW
• Where I planned to be: 31,500 words
• Where I am: 31,758 words
• On Target or Behind: On Target

How’s It Going:
This week’s been so up and down. Despite my planning, getting my words on Sunday was like pulling teeth. I couldn’t seem to focus at all. My anxiety was spiking for no good reason and I couldn’t shake it. Yesterday was great, and I went quite a bit over my daily goal. Then today was rough again. I actually stopped partway through a scene and moved to the next because I can’t figure out how to end it. To be fair, it does deal with an existential question that I’m not even sure how to answer in real life. Gonna have to really think on that one.

What’s really annoying is my scenes have gotten shorter lately, which is dropping my average scene wordcount like a stone. Which in turn makes my estimated number of scenes to go creep up. Not a fan.