Category: Meilo’s World

Every little piece you took of my soul

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

  • My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
  • Where I planned to be: Lesson 20, roughly halfway
  • Where I am: Lesson 20, definitely more than halfway
  • On Target or Behind: On Target

How’s It Going:

We’re getting there.

On a personal note, I’ve been working through some stuff with my psychologist regarding my last relationship. I’ve learned some things about him, things he did to other people, the other side of the story from some folks he had falling outs with. And I’ve come to some… not so pleasant conclusions. But I’m still here, I still have my friends and family. I can’t change what happened, but I’ve accepted it for what it is, and all I can do is move forward.

And on the plus side? I have a killer line for the climax of TAP 3.

Exoskeletal junction at the railroad delayed

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

  • My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
  • Where I planned to be: Lesson 17, 48/73 scenes in
  • Where I am: Lesson 17, 48/73 scenes in
  • On Target or Behind: On Target

How’s It Going:

Now that I’m going through these scenes in the order I decided works best, they’re falling together WAY better than I thought they would. It’s almost like I planned it that way.

I’m getting my furniture and the last of my stuff from Chris’ tomorrow. It still doesn’t feel real. I keep going back and forth between “I’m better off” and “Maybe after some time apart, things could be different.” Why is anything less than a catastrophic explosion so much more painful?

There’s actually a few scenes I’ve worked on the last few weeks that hit harder now, and just… yeah.