Writing – Page 22 – Meilo Zaborowski: Author

Exoskeletal junction at the railroad delayed

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
Where I planned to be: Lesson 17, 48/73 scenes in
Where I am: Lesson 17, 48/73 scenes in
On Target or Behind: On Target

How’s It Going:

Now that I’m going through these scenes in the order I decided works best, they’re falling together WAY better than I thought they would. It’s almost like I planned it that way.

I’m getting my furniture and the last of my stuff from Chris’ tomorrow. It still doesn’t feel real. I keep going back and forth between “I’m better off” and “Maybe after some time apart, things could be different.” Why is anything less than a catastrophic explosion so much more painful?

There’s actually a few scenes I’ve worked on the last few weeks that hit harder now, and just… yeah.

Something in the way

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
Where I planned to be: Lesson 17, 39/73 scenes in
Where I am: Lesson 17, 36/73 scenes in
On Target or Behind: Behind

How’s It Going:

I could not stay awake yesterday, so late post is late and I’m a little behind. But it’s going well, everything is coming together the way I wanted it to.

You were the one that I wasn’t supposed to lose

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
Where I planned to be: Lesson 17, 30/73 scenes in
Where I am: Lesson 17, 29/73 scenes in
On Target or Behind: Behind

How’s It Going:

It’s been rough. Not just the book, but just… Existing. I really think it’s a testament to the Celexa that I haven’t been a complete basket case. That I’ve been able to pick up rock tumbling again, and at least consider various other projects I could do. Like turning the spare bedroom into my craft room…

Anyway. I’m getting to the point in the story where I really needed to reorganize scenes, and add a few new ones. It’s weird to go from writing a brand new scene to barely touching the page in the next.

Back to square one

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
Where I planned to be: Lesson 17, 30/73 scenes in
Where I am: Lesson 17, 21/73 scenes in
On Target or Behind: Behind

How’s It Going:

Well, uh. This has been a rough week. My boyfriend and I broke up on Sunday and I had to move back in with my dad in pretty much one night. I’ve felt like shit since last week, with a headache pretty much every day now, and I’m not sure if it’s the stress or my new dosage of Adderall. And I was late to work twice for oversleeping.

All in all… At least I got something done on this. I’m exhausted and… Numb.

Contagion, I exhale you

Goal 1) Revise TAP 2

My Goal: Finish one lesson every two weeks (roughly)
Where I planned to be: Lesson 17, 30/73 scenes in
Where I am: Lesson 17, 15/73 scenes in
On Target or Behind: Behind…?

How’s It Going:

Okay, so writing 3 new scenes in a row was rough, but I’m past it now and pushing forward again. I think I’m just gonna tack another week on here and go for 30 scenes next week.

I did get some good stuff this week though, stuff I was not expecting. I’m gonna make everyone who reads this cry and I’m not even sorry.